Hi

So I'm sitting here watching Will & Grace all by my lonesome and decided to write a little, though I'm beginning to think that no one even reads this but whatever. Anyways, Aly is still gone for a few more days, I have to pick her up Wenesday. Jason is in Philly and I kinda miss him. Amber has Gary down here now so she's been busy. I dunno guess I'm just a little lonely.....but yea so I'm gonna go, later.

Gwen Stefani Tonight!!!

Well after months of waiting it's finally time to go see Gwen Stefani, and just an FYI I'll be seeing Kelly Clarkson in August!! YAY!!! TTYL!!

Texas cancelled...

So over the past few days a lot has happened. The whole thing with Ryan hit a wall, and honestly it was all understandable. I mean he has a lot going on in his life right now and keeping up a very long distance relationship is a lot of work so right now just wasn't very good timing. So sadly I won't be going to Texas unless things change between now and the first week of August, so we'll see what the future holds.

Also happening is that Jason has done a complete 360. Everything that was wrong with our relationship he is now willing to work on and he has claimed to change. I guess him and his sister had a talk about him and I and turns out she told him he was pretty much a stupid bastard for treating me the way he did. I think she may have finally woken him up, but at the same time I'm still a little uneasy about getting too involved again. I may give him a small chance to prove he has changed but I don't know if things will ever be the way they were before. I'm not sure I can ever let him back in after the damage has been done.

So all in all it's been a pretty shitty week. Any advice anyone would like to give would be greatly appreciated!! And so now I leave you with a new music video! YAY, Fergie's video for "Big Girls Don't Cry" has finally been released and it's awesome! So here it is, check it out!!

On a lighter note....

Here's a video for you guys to check out! Up and coming artist Nikki Flores. I believe this is her single currently, but there is no video so this one is a live video. Check it out and enjoy! Oh yea...the song is called "I Wanna Know You Like That."

I'm so sick of it..

Why is it that people don't realize what they have until it's gone. I just want to move on with my life! Why is it so hard to understand that I don't want to settle down right now? I just don't understand! I'll write more later I'm just too....I don't know UGH!!!

Time for a trip people...

So I just figured I would let everyone know that during the first week of August I'll be off to Texas. Who would have thought I would ever go to Texas?!?! But hey I'm going to see Ryan. I keep putting off explaining who Ryan is cause it's just a pain in the ass, but to make it short and sweet..... He likey me and I likey him LOL! He's a really sweet guy, and even though we happen to be is different states that are miles apart he has been nothing but good to me. I think it's about time that we finally meet face to face! Maybe somewhere down the line everything will fall in to place and we can really be together, but hey for now it's just time to see what the future holds and where we stand. So I'll leave you with a pic of Ryan. Laterz!

Just some knowledge!

BOYS ARE DUMB!!!!

Last night

Well last night was Lizz's going away party! It was like a month early but that's ok. Reminded me why we only get drunk every once in a while! We are getting too old or this shit! Also got a call from Jay who was also intoxicated, which was interesting. I'm feeling kinda ill and trying to figure out how the hell I can get Kelly Clarkson tickets so I'm gonna go. I'll post more later! Check out the videos I posted and enjoy! TTYL!

Sugarland "Want To" Music Video

Amazing song by an amazing band, and it was introduced to me by someone special...sooo here it is, I'm in love with it already and hopefully you'll love it too!

Kelly Clarkson "Never Again" Music Video and Live

Here's a couple videos of the ALWAYS amazing Kelly Clarkson. The first is the official music video for her first single "Never Again" off her new album "My December." The second is a live performance she did of the song on "The Today Show." Enjoy!

Kelly Clarkson- Never Again [TODAY SHOW]
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Joanna "Let It Slide" Music Video!

Here's the video for the song you hear when you come to my blog. It's pretty standard, some cool special effects. Song is amazing though and her voice is pretty impressive! Check it out!

Joss Stone's new Video!!

I think Joss Stone is amazing and this is one of my favorite tracks on her new album "Introducing Joss Stone" Check this video out! It's very chill and the song is amazing!

The bastards disabled the video so you have to watch it on youtube! GRRRRR sorry guys!

Over for now..

Well yesterday I decided that it was better for me and Jason to go our seperate ways for a while because the way things were going a friendship just wasn't working. We had a huge drawn out conversation about the flaws in our relationship again, and I finally let him have it about this "Stephen" guy. I mean yea I was upset about him seeing someone else and when we finally talked about it it almost seemed like he was surprised that I was upset. Honestly what did he think I would see?? It's been two months and he's already seeing some other guy, but whatever it's done now. I do miss talking to him, but in a sense it's like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders since yesterday.

So life moves on as they say. I've been talking to Ryan a lot lately, and he's been really sweet to me. He's been trying to keep me sane. He's such a good guy! Anyways, I'm gonna go now, lots to do today. TTYL!!!

A few thank yous...

I wanted to take the chance to thank a few of my friends......

Aly....You are the one I run to when my life is falling apart, and like the friend I know you are...you always help me pick the pieces back up. It's mean me and you, "Will and Grace," for 7 years now and I don't know where the hell I would be without you! Heres to more drama down the road and more years of the stupid mindless fun we tend to have! LOVE YOU!

Amber.....My A&P partner in crime! If I didn't know any better I'd say we ruled that place! Even though you've been cheating on my with "Bai Ling" you've still been there for me when I needed you. Who else would I watch "Heroes" with and sit and ask questions about "Lost" which I do not understand to save my life. Although we don't have a lot of history it doesn't really matter. LOVE YOU!

Lizz....MY LIZZ.....I'm gonna miss you soooooo much when you go to Africa for 2 years!!!! We've been through a lot! Remember that time we got drunk and you feel asleep on my back LMAO!!!! Good times! Well I corrupted you as much as I think possible and now you're all grown up! Once again I'll miss you and thank you so much for being there when I needed you! LOVE YOU!!!

Kristin.....I bet you thought I forgot you! Well even though you ditched me tonight I do still love you! I've corrupted you just as much as Lizz. I remember when you were that shy little bakery chick who was pretty much afraid to talk to me. But now you're all growed up and despite the sometimes weird man choices, lol, you turned out OK! Congrats on graduating! LOVE YOU!!!

Ok well there it is....I Love ya'll with all my heart!

Today has been UGH...more drama!

So today was another drama filled day! Jason and I didn't get along today seeing as the name of the new guy he is seeing came up a few times, and honestly I don't wanna know about it. I mean come on now! We've been broken up for about a month and a half and already, even though it was "so hard for him," he is seeing someone else. I mean I can understand that I wasn't giving him what he needed, but it still hurts. I've never had the chance to experience real heartbreak, and now that I finally do it's really not that great. I just want the pain to go away because I really do hate feeling this way. So I made the decision not to long ago that it would be better if Jason and I didn't see each other for a while in an attempt to make things easier on both of us. The way things are now I don't see either of us getting over each other any time in the near future because it's almost like we never broke up at times. Well that's pretty much it for now, I'm bringing myself down a little bit writing about this so I think I'm done. I also have a few more music related posts to get up. Until my next bitchfest!

Shoutbox

So I decided that it would make life easier to have a shoutbox on here so that it would make life easier for you guys. Less complicated than leaving a comment and this way I also know exactly who is leaving them! So the shout bow is under my "About Me" section for your convenience!

What a day!!

So today was interesting! Spent pretty much the whole day with Aly and we pretty much sat on our asses until about 6:30 or so. The last minute I decided I was sick of my blonde hair an wanted to dye it darker, which I ended up doing! Anyways, so eventually we made our way to Newport, RI and that was a total bust! We were supposed to meet our friend Deanna there but her phone was off and I couldn't remember the bar she said they were going to so we just walked around and checked out the hotties that were running around hehehehe! So then we came back to good ol' CT and I came home.

Talked to Ryan for a while on the way back too. He's such a sweetheart! We're working on getting him to come up here and visit so hopefully soon! I'll get into who Ryan is another time, right now I'm just too damn tired lol!!

So I'll leave you all with a picture of the new hair, even though it's a horrible picture not only because I'm tired, but because it's just bad lol. I'll post a better one when I have one. TTYL!!

Some music reccomendations!

First is an album I just got by an artist named Joanna called "This Crazy Life"! Amazing talent! Look this one up and check it out, here's a pic of the album cover....

Tracklisting:
1. Let it Slide
2. Ultraviolet
3. Broken
4. Screaming Infidelities
5. 4th of July
6. Tip Toe
7. Drifter
8. The Crazy Life
9. Just When You're Leaving
10. Let Go
11. Your Obsession
12. Miracle





Next up.... Kimberley Locke "Based on a True Story"! Her sophmore album and she doesn't disapoint at all!!! Look this one up and check it out too...Heres the album cover and tracklisting for this one.


















Tracklisting:
1. Change
2. Any Which Way
3. Trust Myself
4. Supawoman
5. Doin' It Tonite
6. Friend Like You
7. Fall
8. I Don't Wanna Know
9. Talk About Us
10. You Don't Have To Be Strong
11. Everyday Angels
12. Band Of Gold






Also some singles that have been released that you should lookup.....

Kelly Clarkson's new single "Never Again"! First single off her newest album "My December"

Rihanna's new single "Umbrella"! First single off her newest album "Good Girl Gone Bad"

New Artist Jon McLaughlin! Check out his single "Beautiful Disaster"

Robin Thicke's new single "Ask Myself" from his AMAZING album "The Evolution of Robin Thicke"

That's all for now guys, let me know if you check this music out and let me know what you think...I may start posting singles for you to download and listen to, but we'll see.

Out and about today everyone!

Well today I'll be out and about with Aly and Deb. Then tonight I'll be in Newport to see Deanna who is here from Seattle. YAY I missed Deanna!!! Anyways, I'm sure I'll something to write about later tonight....until then everyone go enjoy the beautiful day. TTYL!!

PARIS GOT ARRESTED!!!!!!

Finally they got smart....though I think she deserved more, but hey I'm not the legal system!

My love life....good lord help us!!!!

So over the past week my love life has completely gone BOOM!! My ex, Jason, asked me on Monday if we could start seeing other people. Now I guess that's fine but it's also a little weird for me seeing as how we were together for a year and he still wants to be friends. Now I'm not at all afraid to admit that hey I'm just a little bit jealous, but it bothers me how calm he is about all this. Now this relationship was far from perfect and honestly I did most of the fucking up, but I did do a lot of good during our time together. There is also this nagging feeling that makes me want to just put a stop to it and try to get him back, but I'm not really sure what to do. I already know some of the nice comments that I'm gonna get about this from a certain two peoples! Anyway I don't really know what to do, it just puts me in this dark place. It also doesn't help that the guy I'm crushing on lives about half a continent away, but that's a story for another time. Leave me some comments or advice or whatever!

Wecome!

Well I was sitting here thinking today about how I am unable to post certain things about my life on myspace. Then it hit me....make a different blog!!! So here it is pretty much! I'll be posting TONS of things here including anything from music and movies to my life and things happening around me. So fasten your seatbelts....it's gonna be a bumpy ride!